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So, I'm a touch upset. I decided to hookup with a dom, enjoyed it, decided to keep talking to him, there was some serious chemistry there and I liked him. Then out of nowhere he asks me for five hundred dollars, for his car. I'm half this guy's age and a part timer. I don't have five hundred dollars for myself let alone anyone else, but I'm a sucker. I didn't really think people found me attractive and he validated me, and made me feel sexy. But I still protested because that's a lot of money for me. He begged and I finally caved and told him I'd try to find the money. I lied to people for this guy trying to get the money, then decided that was an awful way to go about it, so I told those people the truth and apologized. I never took a cent from anyone. Because of that situation though, I ended up in a bad situation I will probably never talk about. Anyway, he promises to give me back the money, two weeks, a month, just two more weeks, soon. And it's been about six months and I haven't seen a dime. So he's been asking to hookup again for the past couple of months, but deflects every time I ask him about the money, everytime I confronted him about it I got a response about how I would get it back soon but he didn't have it right now. He lives a decent distance away from me and I seriously can't afford the gas to go there, so hooking up costs me about twenty dollars in gas money. I don't have the money for that, I tell him and he tells me to come anyway over and over again. I feel stupid because I wanted to hookup again really bad but I was always either working or broke or both. So he tells me to come over today, I can't cause my parents have the cars. So we plan for later and to meet up half way, except that's not good enough for him suddenly and I need to go all the way to his place. I.Am.Broke. I can't afford the extra gas, I can hardly afford to get to the meeting place and back. So he's like "we never meet up I'm going to find myself a new slut" like he had been holding out for me or something, which I know isn't true. I decide to tell him why I don't ever make it to his place to hookup, and wowie wow it's all a joke to him. Being a dom does not give you the right to take someone's money, and expect someone's body. I really thought this guy was one of the good ones too. I held our first meeting in really high regards because he was one of the only people I've seen that made an effort to make me comfortable first.